It's Thursday.. It's nearly 7:00p.m., and I'm ready to fall asleep..the problem is if I go to bed this early, I will be up too early to start the day and then be very tired tomorrow..and who knows what tomorrow will bring.. so instead of 10pm tonight, maybe I'll to to bed at 9-9:30pm.
My Micropreemie had a rough afternoon.. I swear it's her belly & poop issues again! but whatever it is ..it's exhausting. I'm in the office just feeling emotionally drained.. she's had a great week, I got her a 'surprise' today.. her favorite thing (her favorite store, Walgreens! mine too.. 2/7 M&M's.. yes, I don't need them..but boy am I glad I bought them today! Did you forget, I'm an emotional eater) Anyway, her pinches to my arm, two kicks to my face..and hitting of her own body and head.. arghhhhhhhhhh.. I'm sad to watch her, it.. it's horrible.. and all because of her bowels? really??
I don't know.. this parenting special needs kid is hard. That's all.
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