Does anyone else get so stressed about before leaving for vacation? I mean boy we are going to go relax & enjoy.. and I'm feeling such anxiety - OK, maybe I'm not saying everything.. tomorrow is me & G's 13th wedding anniversary, and we are #blessed to have Auntie Pam who is going to stay with Grace overnight today, so we can go to Foxwoods for an overnight, just the two of us.. gambling & an overnight together.. we haven't gone away alone in 3 years.. (pandemic & other).. but we are also packing for our little vacation trip to visit MIL (mother-in-law) as we want to come back tomorrow from our overnight, pick up our minion & hit the road.
I know I'll be excited once we leave at 12:30pm today...but right now (it's 7:10am), I'm anxed. :( Grace's pump has been giving us 'beeping' issues.. I worry about putting that burden on others.. I know it'll be okay.. she'll be in good hands.. Auntie Pam is GREAT with her.. AWESOME.. so is the others she will see today.. but I always worry - god who knew I'd be such a worry wart .. ughh..
Anyway.. I gotta go pull her meds.. make sure there are notes everywhere.. she'll be good.. I know she will.. I trust the hands I'm putting her in.. i just feel a wee bit guilty.. ughh.. being a parent is soo hard.. but add the parent of a child with different disabilities and all the shit that comes with it.. it's a little harder..
off & running...
pattie
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