Having a hard time..

Grace had another tough afternoon. We really need to get her meds reevaluated..but with this crisis of COVID-19 happening, I don't know what's going to happen. She had a great morning with her sitter (Jenna is clearly 'her person'). And then a couple hours with Daddy before I got home from work. With me a call from her teacher, who is just great with her.. Grace loved seeing her on the computer screen (#googlehangout), then the belly rubbing, pinching, kick to the face.. it just very behavioral..and she only acts like this when she has problems with her bowels. We give her meds to help with the bowels..Senna, Miralax daily, a daily dose of something else..that I can't put my finger on right this second as I'm typing this... I don't get it. It seems it's almost daily now..

I don't know.. it's sooo hard.. i wish she could just TELL us what it is.. what part of her belly hurts.

I worked extra hours tonight, so yes, I'm in my office hiding! But Grace fell asleep & I'm sure Daddy is right there with her sleeping.. me.. I'll finish working, start on an essay that is due Sunday, which I'm really having a hard time starting & then go to bed early, just to get up early to do it all again tomorrow. Hard night. I'm tired.